Brenda Counts shares her profound journey through grief after the loss of her sons, Chris and Kansas. She discusses the harrowing experiences in hospitals, the emotional turmoil she faced, the stigma surrounding mental health in the Christian community, and the importance of seeking help. Brenda reflects on the importance of prayer, the struggle with anger towards God, and ultimately finding purpose and joy in her life despite the losses. Brenda emphasizes how God has been a constant presence in her life, even during her darkest moments when she was left asking 'why'.