In this episode I spill my love and guts for a girl that I've been in love with for about 5 years now. It's hard loving someone you know you can't have and that is very damaging and painful. I hope one day she will give me a chance to be the boyfriend that she never had. I love her so much it's crazy how I feel about her. Sorry I sound sad I'm just super depressed and alot has been going on with me lately. Thanks for listening to this episode of the podcast.