Buck Angel was actually born Susan and realized extremely young that she identified as a he. Buck’s family were about as far from understanding forcing their daughter into therapy and were even considering institutionalization. In attempt to get on with life and fit it, Susan even found work as a female model but was still in turmoil and dealt with his depression through drink and drugs. After an attempted drug overdose on pills Buck made the decision that he would undergo a gender change to make the outside match what he felt on the inside. From their he was overwhelmed with confidence and had a new lease on life. Suddenly a light bulp went off above Buck’s head – there are no Male Trans performers in P0RN but again it would be another uphill battle.