There are many who want you to feel weak in Christ , but I want to tell you that the power of God resides in you and you are complete in Christ.Many have a karma kind of Gospel, they say you must meet these rules or laws for the power of God to work in you. Some have been told unless you fast for 40 days you can't be a pastor, unless you pray at 3:am in the morning you're going to be attacked. All this come not from the power of God or the wisdom of God but from the rudiments of the traditions of men. Paul says build not your faith on this wisdom but on the power of God. The power of God isn't a preserve of some men ,it's freely given to those who believe in Christ. Your Jesus is not smaller than the Jesus inside your pastor , the Holy Spirit inside of you ain't smaller or less powerful than His . Know that the power that is in you provides for every gift that you lack no gift 1: Corinthians 6-8. Finally you have what you need, grow in the knowledge of Christ and grace thereof and this power that is in jars of clay will do exceedingly abundantly above what you can imagine or think.Just as a fruit blender is dead or mega lift until you plug it in power or start the engine ,so is a believer ,there is this great power in you switch it on when plugged and it's awesome. God bless you