I'm in the right place at the right time. This is one of my coping statements for Anxiety and although I don't believe in universal timing, it helps me. So am I really atheist? I don't believe in God or a higher power but I believe that you can be at the right place in the right time? I think this is why I'm struggling to find my own timeline. As if a timeline actually exists. Maybe the time line is the period between life and death. And who knows how much time we have which is even more of a reason to put down our phones and do a what we enjoy. My art is like this. Everytime I'm doing art my mind is clear of anxiety. There may be a little bit of anxiety of where it's going to go but even in the uncomfortable feeling, it's taught me to sit through the feeling. What has come of it? A beautiful masterpiece. No pressure. Peace. Remember the movie Soul? Where they talk about being in your zone. That is what I feel when I enjoy life. Maybe I'm putting myself in a box when I do these things. Maybe I'm a fluid individual living a human experience. Boxed in by society.

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