Feeling a need to express what I mean effectively and thoroughly. To put in words what I believe in or need to say. Not to work out my beliefs but to communicate them to the outside world as a means of establishing my absolute presence. Like roll call in class. It feels like a wall, however. A conditioned response to some invisible disciplinary structure that takes account of our each and every action. Weirdos. Oh and I am guilty of pretty much everything I criticize others for. Thanks tarot.