The power went out while Dr. Lee was teaching about Peter taking his eyes off Jesus in the storm.
At first, she thought she had lost the ending of the training.
Then the interruption became part of the lesson.
In this continuation of Episode 28, Dr. Lee moves from the external storm in Matthew 14 to the internal work God is doing while we are in it.
She explores the difference between knowing God’s Word and embodying His wisdom, the meaning of Peter’s “little faith,” the danger of double-mindedness, and what mature faith looks like when leaders are afraid.
The goal is not to become someone who never doubts.
The goal is to catch the doubt quickly, call out to Jesus, receive His hand, and keep walking.
In This Episode, You’ll Learn:
- Why seeing God provide for someone else does not automatically mean we know how to trust Him in our own storm.
- The difference between memorizing Scripture, understanding its context, and embodying its wisdom in real decisions.
- Why “little faith” in Matthew 14 can mean short faith — faith that begins boldly but does not yet last when the wind gets loud.
- How distazo, the word translated as “doubt,” describes being divided between what Jesus says and what the wind says.
- Why mature faith is not self-sufficiency, certainty, or never needing help from God or other people.
- How an unexpected power outage, 33 journals, and more than 40 hours of reflection became a clearing for Dr. Lee’s writing, speaking, and deeper relationship with God.
Key Moments
00:00 — Welcome to Part 2 Dr. Lee explains that listeners can begin here, then recaps Part 1 and introduces James 1:2–8.
01:04 — The external storm and the internal work The disciples’ storm becomes a picture of what God forms inside us while we are under pressure.
03:42 — Knowing God’s Word is preparation Dr. Lee explains why mature faith becomes visible when wisdom moves from information into lived experience.
07:27 — When the power went out The interruption mirrors the teaching and creates an unexpected moment of surrender.
10:55 — Peter sinks and cries out The episode revisits oligopistos, “little faith,” and distazo, double-mindedness.
13:12 — What spiritual maturity really means Maturity is not about age, education, or knowing every answer. It is about surrender, obedience, relationship, and embodied wisdom.
16:48 — The peanut-butter-and-jelly test Dr. Lee uses a familiar teaching exercise to explain why doing something and teaching someone else to do it reveal different levels of understanding.
23:15 — Faith has depths and stages Peter’s story becomes a compassionate picture of ordinary people learning to trust God personally.
29:21 — When we forget the Law Dr. Lee connects James 1 with Joshua 1:8–9 and Jeremiah 31:33, where God’s instruction moves from the page to the heart.
33:05 — The same storm, a different response Dr. Lee reflects on facing a familiar storm with more wisdom because she had learned how to call on God.
37:00 — Will you embody what you know? The teaching moves into leadership, obedience, boundaries, rest, contracts, offers, writing, speaking, and the next faithful step.
42:57 — The clearing in the darkness Dr. Lee shares how the lost ending became the space where God gave her language for what He was forming.
46:13 — Turning away and finding her way back She speaks honestly about New Age practices, false gods, losing the fruits of the Spirit, and returning to Jesus.
54:19 — Maturity is not self-sufficiency Dr. Lee reframes maturity as knowing where to go when you are afraid, confused, or sinking.
01:02:18 — The August vision and the lesson she missed Dr. Lee shares what she heard about August, what she assumed it meant, and what God actually wanted her to learn.
01:04:44 — Do not become so wise that you become foolish The episode closes with humility, mystery, and the reminder that we never outgrow our need for Jesus.
01:08:32 — Introducing High Responsibility Humans Dr. Lee announces the new online community for Christian leaders who want to embody wisdom and mature in their faith.
Quotes from the Episode
- “The goal is not to be able to never doubt. The goal is to be able to catch the doubt as quickly as possible before you start sinking and reach for Jesus.”
- “Maturity comes not just from understanding things abstractly, and it also doesn’t come from witnessing things. It comes from personally experiencing things and embodying wisdom so that it becomes second nature.”
- “Information is what’s going to help prepare you to leave the boat. It cannot do the walking for you.”
- “Maturity is not self-sufficiency. It’s knowing where to go when you realize you’re scared.”
- “God did not give me what I wanted. He gave me what I needed.”
- “If your eyes are fixed on Jesus, then it doesn’t matter where you’re going. It doesn’t matter when things work out. It doesn’t matter how long things take.”
Scriptural Focus
- James 1:2–8 — trials, steadfastness, wisdom, and double-mindedness
- Matthew 14:22–33 — Peter walks on water, sinks, and is immediately caught by Jesus
- Joshua 1:8–9 — meditate on God’s instruction and walk forward with courage
- Jeremiah 31:33 — God writes His law on the heart
High Responsibility Humans Community
This episode introduces High Responsibility Humans™, an online community for Christian leaders who want to move beyond merely knowing the right thing and learn to embody wisdom in the way they lead, build, decide, rest, and respond under pressure.
The community is for people who carry a lot — teams, clients, patients, businesses, families, ministries, and the expectations of everyone who depends on them.
You can become a founding member HERE .
Before joining, take the invitation back to God and ask the Holy Spirit whether this is the space where He is calling you to grow.
Continue the Conversation
If you have not listened to Episode 28, Part 1, go back and hear **The Fourth Watch: When the Storm Takes Longer Than You Expected**. Part 1 establishes the external storm in Matthew 14. This episode explores what God forms inside of us while we are there.
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