In this episode of I'm in Control, I take you through the experience of facing the most invasive surgery of my life. This surgery wasn’t just about removing a tumour; it was about confronting my deepest fears of losing control. From the strange realisation that my eyelid might never open again to the brutal recovery process, I had to dig deep to rediscover resilience. I share the highs and lows, from my pre-surgery fears to the long, gruelling journey of healing that challenged my independence and self-image.

00:00 - Introduction: Preparing for a life-changing surgery

05:00 - The reality of a craniotomy and fears of losing control

10:00 - Waking up post-surgery: confusion, pain, and tubes everywhere

15:00 - Learning to navigate with a closed eyelid and blurred vision

20:00 - Relying on loved ones as I rebuild strength

Join me as I share the raw truth of recovery, the struggles of regaining independence, and my journey to accepting a new normal.