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Nearly 20 years since her passing, the truth of Anna Nicole Smith's final years continues to play in the imaginations of the public. One of the doctors treating her at the time of her death, Dr. Sandeep Kapoor, self-published a memoir about his treatment of her that has been recently made into a film, with Kal Penn starring as the doctor and Abbie Cornish as Anna Nicole Smith. I'm sharing my thoughts on the film - probably has some spoilers!

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Jill Ann Spaulding wanted nothing more than to grace the pages of Playboy magazine - and she was willing to do almost anything to make her dream come true. After committing to perfecting "the Playmate look," Jill Ann becomes a Cyber Girl, and manages to invite herself for a five day stay at the Playboy Mansion. In those five days, she gets a crash course on the Hugh Hefner girlfriend experience - night clubs, salon perks, and participation his the bedroom rituals. Over time, Jill Ann falls out of favor with the seven girlfriends, and eventually finds herself uninvited from all Playboy parties. In her rage over this betrayal, she self-published a scathing tell-all about her experience at the Mansion, leaving absolutely no secret spared.

We are reading and recapping "Upstairs" (also "Hefnerland") by Jill Ann Spaulding, 2004. In 2017, Jill Ann Spaulding was a victim of a double murder suicide by her then-ex husband.

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Time stamps:

00:00 Intro

01:07 Background on Jill Ann

03:09 Writing a tell-all

04:56 Murder

07:13 Bathtub excerpt

07:31 Playboy aspirations

09:46 GlamourCon 2000

12:11 Pushing for Playmate

16:45 Finally a Cyber Girl

19:31 Hugh Hefner's birthday party 2002

22:09 Scheming to go back

25:38 Staying at the mansion

26:47 First club night

28:57 The bedroom

31:32 Becoming bolder

33:08 Club night and bedroom observations

34:10 Fun in the Sun

35:48 Leaving the mansion

40:47 New Cyber Girl friend

42:29 Playboy Golf

45:53 LA dreams

47:10 Girlfriend advice

48:22 San Diego, New Orleans parties

50:45 Reprimanded

51:17 Ticket sales - uninvited forever

52:52 My take

53:34 Right message wrong delivery

55:19 Life after Playboy

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After years of legal battles, financial uncertainty, and being made into the butt of late night talk show jokes, Anna Nicole had the opportunity to reinvent herself once again. The Anna Nicole Show allowed audiences to fall in love - until they fell out again. Then, her iconic TrimSpa diet pill partnership gave her "a makeover" the public couldn't get enough of. During this time, she begins dating Larry Birkhead, who would be the father of her baby - a title he fought for as other paternity claims were seemingly coming out of thin air. During her final year, Anna lived in the Bahamas, and was still no stranger to scandal. Finally, we will overview the tragic details of Anna Nicole's final 24 hours and untimely passing, and who was (and was not) held responsible.

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Time stamps:

00:00 Intro

01:29 The Anna Nicole Show on E!

04:07 Anna's mindset 1996-2000

08:02 Line with Von Dutch

08:34 TrimSpa, baby!

10:52 Larry Birkhead speaking out

13:32 Anna Nicole + Larry at the Kentucky Derby

16:28 Larry starts working for Anna Nicole

18:22 Larry moves in!

19:12 "The oil man"

20:43 Anna wants a baby

24:47 Larry's thoughts on Howard K Stern

25:50 Rough patches

27:36 Anna goes to The Bahamas

28:41 My personal interjections - Anna + Nassau

31:08 Home ownership

32:06 Immigration minister

34:43 Dannielynn's birth + Daniel's death

35:49 Commitment ceremony to Howard K. Stern

37:05 Daniel's cause of death, Dr. Sandeep Kapoor

38:48 Who is the father?

44:28 Anna Nicole's death - her doctor

48:07 Anna Nicole's final days

51:01 The final hours

53:24 Who is held resposible?

54:14 Anna Nicole and Daniel's gravesite

55:35 My personal reflections

57:37 Anna's archives

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Nearly 20 years since her passing, the life and legacy of Anna Nicole Smith continues to play in the public's imagination. In this part, we're discussing the conflicting stories of her upbringing (was she really born in Mexia, Texas?) and how she crafted her backstory for the public, plus how the name Anna Nicole came to be. Plus, all about her billionaire husband, J Howard Marshall II and the battle for his estate, that went on for years after her passing.

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Time stamps:

00:00 Intro

02:14 Sources

04:25 Youth - Vicki Lynn Hogan

05:51 The Mexia years

08:10 Marriage and Baby Daniel

09:03 Dancing + surgeries

11:25 The photographer that changes her life

12:26 Playboy, Miss May 1992

15:30 GUESS

17:12 Becoming Anna Nicole

19:32 Meeting J Howard Marshall II

21:42 Billionaire's backstory

23:31 Wedding of Anna Nicole and Howard

24:38 Forced distance + Howard's death

26:06 The will is revealed

27:13 Did they really love each other?

30:48 The battle for the $1.6 Billion estate

36:28 Anna Nicole's personal battles

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After a soldier on duty in Vietnam purchased a lifetime subscription to Playboy, the brand had to follow through on an offer made years prior - that the first issue of a lifetime subscription would be hand-delivered by a Playmate. Jo Collins, Playmate of the Year 1965, was requested... and in January 1966, she flew to Saigon and spent three days touring combat areas. We're overviewing her history with the brand - from Miss September 1964 to a Bunny Mother and Playboy representative at Veterans Day events in the '90s. Plus, the details of her three days touring Vietnam, visiting American troops and signing photos of her pictorial that had been crumpled into helmets.

Photos in the video version of this episode are primary by Larry Gordon for Playboy, sourced from "GI Jo: That Time We Sent a Playmate to Vietnam," May 26, 2026.

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Time stamps:

00:00 Intro

03:08 Jo Collins, Miss September 1964

03:54 Playmate of the Year 1965

05:48 The request - "G.I. Jo"

07:33 Making it happen

09:04 Warm welcomes in Saigon

10:50 Day 1: Meeting Lt Price + hospital rounds

13:06 Day 2: Combat zones

15:02 Day 3: Honorary Sky Soldier

16:23 Post-POTY: acting, marriage, divorce

17:04 Playmate Forever

18:13 My curiosities

19:00 Playboy Magazine + Vietnam War

20:58 Conclusion

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Shannon Tweed lived 14 months at the Playboy Mansion, 1981-1982, as Hugh Hefner's girlfriend. Her story begins on a mink ranch in rural Canada, and a string of odd jobs in her youth, that led to her winning Miss Ottawa beauty pageant and testing for Playboy magazine three times. After being named as Miss November 1981, she finds herself at the Mansion for her first Midsummer Nights Dream party ... she later moves in and starts the adventure of her career as one of the most recognizable B-Film actresses of her time. Stories shared as told in her 2009 memoir, Kiss & Tell.

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Time stamps:

00:00 Intro

03:13 Childhood in Canada

05:32 The Ottawa experience

08:37 Toronto, testing for Playboy

09:46 Midsummer Night's Dream party 1981

11:16 Life at the Playboy Mansion

14:35 Jaded

17:36 Break-up

17:58 Shannon's Playboy appearances

18:45 Acting

19:43 Midsummers 1983, meeting Gene Simmons

21:18 Life after Playboy

22:06 My reflections

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Book club!! We're recapping and reflecting on Izabella St. James' memoir, Bunny Tales: Behind Closed Doors at the Playboy Mansion. As one of the girlfriends in the final group of seven, leaving just before the Girls Next Door era, Izabella reflects in this book on the benefits, drawbacks, and misconceptions about living as one of the Seven Girlfriends of Hugh Hefner. I'm highlighting anecdotes and pointing out some differences in what Izabella tells us in this 2006 account, versus what we're hearing more recently from her and others about this time at the mansion.

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00:00 Intro (+ my biases!)

02:08 What Izabella really thought of Zoe Gregory

03:28 Zoe + Izabella vs Holly + Bridget

04:59 Youth

05:25 Pepperdine Law School in Malibu, her intro to Playboy

07:46 First Fun in the Sun

09:17 Graduation + prepping for the Bar; meeting Zoe

11:10 Grammys 2002 + not passing the Bar

15:02 Becoming a live-in Girlfriend

17:36 Rumors about previous Girlfriends

18:53 Housemates - Holly, Renee, Stacy, Bridget

22:01 Selling tickets to Playboy parties

25:58 Doing less

27:56 Internship at Playboy Entertainment Group

29:37 Benefits of Girlfriend Status - why won't he pay her loans?

35:20 Cost of his lifestyle

37:37 In-house Conflicts

39:29 Nightclubs + Bedroom Routines

41:51 Boys boys boys

43:16 Beauty standards

44:52 Playmates

46:33 Prepping to leave

53:06 Finally moving out

54:26 Unfriendly terms

55:50 Girls Next Door

56:47 Closing Thoughts

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Gloria Steinem's 11-day undercover stint as a Bunny in Playboy's New York City club was the subject of a bombshell essay that changed her career. The impacts of her exposé absolutely impacted the Bunnies working across clubs - from the pay discrepancies, mandatory gynecological exams, and regular harassment from customers. However, a lot of the women working alongside Gloria, while she was posing as "Bunny Marie," had mixed feelings on her essay, as their experiences at the clubs may not have aligned with the cruel workplace described in the essays. Kathryn Lee Young (Scott), author of The Bunny Years, collects stories from women with very different memories of the clubs - including the author herself, who worked alongside her as Bunny Kay. Later, this piece inspired a 1984 made-for-TV film starring Kirstie Alley as Gloria (and I am reviewing it!). We're overviewing the complicated legacy of this exposé - its immediate reception, the changes Bunnies experienced as a result, the contradictory tales from other Bunnies, and Gloria Steinem's own regret about her time undercover at the NYC Playboy Club.

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Time stamps:

00:00 Intro

00:53 Gloria goes undercover

02:16 The bombshells from "A Bunny's Tale"

06:01 Disappointing earnings

07:26 Workplace harassment

08:32 Subpoenaed and making changes

09:11 Revisiting in 1980s (and my thoughts)

12:34 "All women are bunnies."

18:01 My reflections

18:40 Debating Steinem

20:57 Would Hugh Hefner and Gloria Steinem dated?

22:00 Why Gloria Steinem regrets being a Bunny

23:31 Kirstie Alley as Gloria in A Bunny's Tale (1984)

28:59 Final thoughts

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Hugh Hefner publicly dating multiple women was a smart way to get the public talking about him (and the Playboy brand) after his marriage to Kimberly Conrad. We're are overviewing the transition from the Brande/Sandy/Mandy group to the infamous Seven Girlfriends of Hugh Hefner. Expect to learn about some of the more prominent women in this microcosm, their interactions with the Playboy brand, and allegations about them made by other women in the circle.

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Time stamps:

00:00 Intro

01:31 Disclaimers, sources, reminders

02:38 Brande Roderick, Sandy and Mady Bentley

04:45 Tina Jordan

06:24 Buffy Tyler

09:23 Katie Lohmann

10:06 Kimberley Stanfield

11:08 Dalene Kurtis

13:08 Stephanie Heinrich

15:04 who I think is who in Holly Madison's book 1

15:39 Regina Lauren

17:37 Christi Shake

19:10 Tiffany Holliday (and the escort ring)

22:48 who I think is who in Holly Madison's book 2

23:57 Stacy Burke

25:49 Renee Sloan

27:42 Izabella St. James + Zoe Gregory

32:46 Sheila Levell

33:26 Cristal Camden

35:24 the end of the 7! Girls Next Door

36:32 Sources

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Legally Blonde is, on some level, a film about friendship - showing up for people in the way you'd want them to show up for you. As Elle Woods is navigating a new world that doesn't respect her, she is continuing to show up fully ... and her kindness and respect is ultimately what brings her success! We'll overview some of the relationships Elle builds in Legally Blonde, and how her friendships add to our understanding of her overall arc as she becomes a lawyer.

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Time stamps:

01:02 At the Delta Nu sorority house

01:47 Friends at the courthouse

02:31 David Kidney

03:38 Emmett - did Elle need a love interest?

05:04 Getting Paulette's dog back

07:50 Why Elle could represent Brooke Windham

10:52 From self-doubt to confidence

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