What do you do when the pain you've lived through makes it hard to believe in God at all?

In this episode of Why I Believe, I sit down with Cherryann Joseph, educator, Maxwell Leadership coach, and retired military officer, to share a story of trauma, anger, and ultimately, transformation through faith.

Cherryann's childhood was marked by abuse, instability, and unanswered prayers. Despite growing up around church, she struggled to understand how a loving God could allow such pain, eventually turning away and identifying as an atheist.

But her story didn't end there.

Through persistent friendships, unexpected moments, and one pivotal encounter in a high school hallway, everything began to shift.

In a moment of surrender, Cherryann prayed, and what followed changed her life in ways she never expected.

The nightmares she carried for years… stopped. The anger and desire for revenge… began to loosen its grip.

We talk about:

• Growing up in trauma and how it shaped her view of God
• Wrestling with anger, injustice, and unanswered prayers
• Walking away from faith, and what brought her back
• The moment she experienced freedom and healing
• What it looks like to choose forgiveness daily
• How prayer, scripture, and community sustain her faith

Cherryann's story is raw, honest, and deeply powerful.

It's a reminder that even when life doesn't make sense… even when healing feels out of reach… God can meet you right where you are, and begin a work you didn't even know to ask for.

If you've ever questioned your faith, felt angry at God, or struggled to understand your story, this episode will meet you there.

You can reach Cherryann at Cherryann Joseph - PhD Joseph | LinkedIn

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