Soooo in the first conversation we are talking about how we got to the point where we were in front of a judge saying we no longer deserved our kids....ever....ever.....ever. And I been thinking hard on that ......and what actually lead to that moment started so dog gone long go before that....miscarriages. .....being stood up.....tonight ima focus on what feeling weak and actually being weak is like and I forgot some pains that i have....do we ever fully heal????