A reflection on my christmas past,present and future. Reflecting on how christmas changes as you get older and missing traditions. Also thinking about missing christmas in 2020. If you are struggling contact MIND, https://www.mind.org.uk/information-support/?gclid=Cj0KCQiAifz-BRDjARIsAEElyGLb5G4wnYqiGUl2yZ71RwdL2BfmzQfxO1dgWDYSgb3ozLdqM-bfVtQaAuEXEALw_wcB