I was sent Chuck's videos a couple months ago exactly when I needed them. I can't recommend his YouTube channel and book, Elucidating Christianity enough (available on his channel). His father is a well known international figure in christianity and Chuck tells the story of how he found his way out of religion and into a more expansive awareness of himself and all that is. 

Chuck's Youtube Channel: https://www.youtube.com/@chuckswindoll7792  

Book Recommendations: 
The Goddess ~ Joseph Campbell 
Elaine Risler ~ The Sword and the Blade
Alan Watts ~ The Way of Zen
Alan Watts ~ Taboo Against Knowing Who You Are
John Lamb Lash ~ Not in His Image

Where to find me: 
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCOykIO2cr3VeOerO4hxsdkg
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Email: [email protected] 
Podcast Instagram: @intotheriverpodcast
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