In this reflection I contend with a primary event that's preventing me from being what I imagine... or desire.

Supporting themes: Variance between Type 8 and Type 1; Introverted 8; Range of healthiness; Family Roles and Expectations; Systems Theory; Cancer; and Intergenerational Trauma.

Content that influenced this reflection in part: "What's it like to be an introverted Enneagram eight? (by Ashadeep_TV on YouTube) and "Am I an Enneagram Type 8 or Type 1 (Enneagram MBA on YouTube).

Typology: INTJ; Types 8, 1, 7 and 5; and Introversion and Extroversion.