It's only when you start moving that God Will reveal himself to you, as I have said he has already called all you need is to keep on reaching out, don't decide yet because he is about to give a reason to hold on, he has sent an angel already to help you and give you life, he has sent an angel your way, be sure not to miss these time to Come, it only by you moving that your path and your purpose will unfold, He will lead you to the right path. His thought are not your thoughts, keep moving.