just because they can't find anything wrong with my body doesn't make the pain go away

Chords: https://robinsyl.dev/sheets/originals/Invisible/

- Lyrics -

What doesn't kill me makes me stronger

But why do I have to be strong

What isn't present cannot hurt me

Then why do I still feel the pain

The small things

They add up

Bit by bit

They eat through me

There's nothing here

For you to see

For you to see

The pain I feel

Belongs to me

Only for me

I spent so long looking for answers

But all the leads just turned up blank

Why did I put in so much effort

My pleas all fell on deafened ears

If all this

Is normal

Then tell me

Why does it hurt

There's nothing here

For you to see

For you to see

The pain I feel

Belongs to me

Belongs to me

Only for me

There is no rhyme there is no reason

There is no honor in this fight

still working on my mental health

- Lyrics -

I hate my brain

I hate this body I am in

I hate these thoughts

I hate the chaos from within

If I could control

The fears and anxieties

If I could make peace

And calm the storm in my mind

I'm getting up

I'm killing all the doubt within

I'll give myself

The love and care that I deserve

It's hard to ignore

The fears and anxieties

If I could reach out

And get the help that I need

for my partner Dreesh

- Lyrics -

I know you're in love with me

With you right here I'm at ease

I'm so honored you chose me

When there's more fish inside the sea

I know I've been hurt before

Don't know what I'm looking for

I thought I'd just be alone

Until you showed up at my door

I won't run this time

I'll enjoy this time with you

I'm not scared this time

I want to spend time with you

I won't run this time

I enjoy this time with you

I'm not scared this time

I want to spend time with you

My interpretation of what the song Get Bent Jimmy Two-Face, a song written by Trish in the game Goodbye Volcano High, would've sounded like

Cover art not under Creative Commons

Sheet music: https://robinsyl.dev/sheets/originals/Get%20Bent%20Jimmy%20Two-Face

- Lyrics -

Get bent Jimmy Two-Face

Get bent Jimmy Two-Face

Get outta my life

Get outta my life

Smart ass, dumb ass

Open a can of whoop ass

You dare fuck with me good sir

I'm putting you on blast

You think you can fool me

Tough luck

I ain't getting fooled by a fool like you

You think you are sexy

Well damn

You should try having some less self esteem

Get bent Jimmy Two-Face

Get bent Jimmy Two-Face

Get outta my life

Get outta my life

1, 2, 3, 4

Why are you still wanting more

I know you're just a fuckboy

Baby we've been there before

You said that you loved me

Tough luck

You should've thought twice 'fore you tried that line

You said that you're sorry

Fuck that

I've seen better lies in the New York Times

Get bent Jimmy Two-Face

Get bent Jimmy Two-Face

Get outta my life

Get outta my life

Get outta my life

A gift for a newly engaged couple

Cover art not under Creative Commons

- Lyrics -

Could it be

We're standing hand in hand together

Could it be

You promised that we'll stay together

I can't believe

We're eye to eye and heart to heart in sync

We'll spend the rest of life together

The vows we said shall last forever

There is no one of us

Without both of us

Together

We'll spend the rest of life together

You and me

With love and care support each other

You and me

We'll find the little joys in life

I can't believe

We're face to face and lips to lips in sync

We'll spend the rest of life together

The vows we said shall last forever

There is no one of us

Without both of us

Together

We'll spend the rest of life together

so yeah stuff's kinda crazy huh. let's stick around for each other

Sheet music: https://robinsyl.dev/sheets/originals/Hold%20On

- Lyrics -

It's a scary time

And I'm scared out of my mind

I'm scared to death on behalf of everyone I love

It's an unsure time

And I'm not sure how to feel

I'm not sure if we'll make it out the other side

We just do it, do it, do it, do it anyway

We just keep on, keep on, keep on, keep on living

Doesn't matter matter matter if it makes sense

We just hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

It's an angry time

And I'm angry at the world

I'm angry that we chose to be intolerant

It's a painful time

And it pains me to no end

It pains me that I can't do more to help my friends

We just do it, do it, do it, do it anyway

We just keep on, keep on, keep on, keep on living

Doesn't matter matter matter if it makes sense

We just hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

It's a hopeful time

We have hope here if we we care

There's hope if we just stick around and help each other in this time

My friend @osvaldo-64 asked me to collab on a song for his anniversary. This is my original draft before it got produced into its final version. The lyrics contain various references to their relationship.

Final song: https://soundcloud.com/osvaldo-64/where-id-be-1-year-anniversary

Lyrics

Across the ocean

Nine thousand as the hawk flies

We're just two lovebirds sitting back to back

Two different countries

It's hard to know how you feel

I want to keep you safe within my wings

I know the first time can be quite nerve-racking

But I will hold you to the end

I wonder where I'd be if I've not found your love

Would I be wandering, tryin' to find something to cling to

I wonder where we'd be now that we've found our love

Could we now push through all the problems we'd run into

Across through spacetime

As gravity defying

We're just a cat and hawk in hyperspace

Two different species

One golden feather binds us

I want to fly with you aboard my wings

I know the journey is still long and winding

But I will be there 'till the end

I wonder where I'd be if I've not found your love

Would I be wandering, tryin' to find something to cling to

I wonder where we'd be now that we've found our love

Could we now push through all the problems we'd run into

I love, the way, we lift each other up

I love, the way, we make each other laugh

I love, the way, you're passionate about stuff

I love you dear

I wonder where I'd be if I've not found your love

Would I be wandering, tryin' to find something to cling to

I wonder where we'd be now that we've found our love

Could we now push through all the problems we'd run into

trying something new

- Lyrics -

I can't carry on

Repressing all these dark thoughts

Trapped in my own mind

No jury for this sentence

What a funny feeling

To be denied of my own feelings

Hurry up and wait

There's plenty time for ruminating

I can't synthesize

A cure for all the trauma

Looping in my mind

Just chasing my own shadows

What a funny feeling

To be denied of my own feelings

Hurry up and wait

There's plenty time for ruminating

Somewhat inspired by Dabu, definitely ripping off Big Thief. The lyrics are basic but they're the vibe the song needs. Fun fact: the recorder has pitch correction on it

- Lyrics -

Do I really think I

Could be part of your world

Should I even think that

You'd accept me right now

Could I even dream that

You are thinking of me

If I could decide I

Want to be by your side

Could I even dream that

You are thinking of me

If I could decide I

Want to be by your side

Just messing around and accidentally made a song that sounds like the title theme of an indie detective game. Unfortunately I am not making an indie detective game.