We need to be in communion with God. Recognize what it is. It's not just a remembrance, it's us being there with Him. Are you putting the Word into your heart or sin? God will forgive and cleanse you. Examine your thoughts, attitude, actions, and motives. Admit your sin to God and know that He will forgive you. Accept His forgiveness. Allow Him to restore you. Atonement has been made for you. Be encouraged and build your faith. We are one with Him. Holy Spirit is perfect in what He says. The Word is for your benefit and tells us how to get in His presence. He has given us everything. The same Holy Spirit dwells in you. Be there with Him. Imagine yourself in His presence. Be lost in Him. It's all up to you. What do you want out of this? He gave all so you give all.