When you are walking, in God the enemy will try to fill your spirit, with this nagging feeling of loneliness and heaviness. At times you feel like doing the right thing is exhausting when people and situations try you on a daily. It's a constant war between your flesh and spirit; what you know by the word to be right vs. what your emotions tell you are right.

Galations 5:7 - For the flesh desires what is contrary to the Spirit, and the Spirit what is contrary to the flesh. They are in conflict with each other, so that you are not to do whatever you want.

God gave me the revelation of the rocket launching into space. When you ascend into God you began a transformation, which causes you to lose people and things who will keep you from rising. This will make you feel lonely at times. Be not weary in well doing, and continue to walk upright!