Hi, my name is andy

‘that guy that loves to talk’

Im back with another story

About the path that I walk

This time it’s about a memory

Not even that long gone

Its about a conversation

And how it felt all wrong

Please understand me

Im not trying to blame

saying I know better

I am not playing a game

Its about opening up,

thruelly being understood

lets have a real conversation

there is a way how it should

actually being heard

admit its feels better

Cause after you open up

You feel as light as a feather

It all starts with these moment

chats between friends

It has to start with understanding

I hope he understands

Just being there

on that same page

Fully aware

Not some rising pressure gage

No, 2 persons connect

Listening to their soul

Hearing their words

Every word pays its toll

Cause When 1 person is touched

There in their feelings

Their understanding stops

Not truelly hearing

Cause one person opens

The other feels attacked

It wasn’t meant like this

Surely not like that

All i need to do

Is take a step back

Get in touch with my feelings

Stop being so wack

Im telling you how I feel

You don’t have to feel attacked

Im just being open

Feelings in full effect

You didn’t do anything wrong

Im just really emotional

You touched a soft spot

That’s why I got vocal

I didn’t scream, 

or really raised my voice

You just heard emotion

Is that strange for a boy?

Cause yeah I am a man

But deep there inside

I am trying the best i can

To keep the boy right there

So i look like that man

That you want me to be

But what does that mean?

Can I not just be ME?

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