Save me from all that ails me

I’m always failing

My tangled blooms need a paring

Lately my mind is racing

I’m sideways facing

This parachute needs replacing

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Why aren’t my options open?

Why is my conscience crowing?

I’ve docked, the water’s frozen

I’m not alarmed I’m irate

All the best words are spoken

All of these rungs seem broken

I’m swapping fun for boredom

Caught in a harsh mental state

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Talk to me

Or take a shot at me

Just like a lottery

My life’s a crazy cacophony

Pray for me

Or stay away from me

Just dig a grave for me

And I will lay here with all my dreams

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Wake me

When life’s less crazy

When light leads day here

When heavy moods don’t impair me

Fate seems

To fucking hate me

Give me a break, dear

I pressed reboot while still saving

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Why are my spikes ferocious?

My grasp at life’s atrocious

Space blank for diagnosis

I’m not insane but I’m close

Why isn’t silence golden?

Sipped hell now I am choking

Tripped, fell, now lie here broken

I got the pain that I chose

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Caution me

Do what you want with me

Break the monotony

My life’s a crazy cacophony

Pray for me

Or stay away from me

Just dig a grave for me

And I will lay here with all my dreams

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