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What began as an attempt to make the perfect prom dress for my niece became a painful confrontation with fear, perfectionism, and the belief that I had already failed.

With limited time, physical exhaustion, and my mental health already under strain, I became overwhelmed by everything that could go wrong. By prom day, panic had taken over, and I was convinced I had disappointed someone I deeply loved. Yet even when my mind and heart felt defeated, my hands kept moving—and God reminded me that He had not brought me that far just to abandon me.

Through the stories of Martha, Peter, and Elijah, along with Psalm 73:26, I reflect on how God responds when we feel overwhelmed, ashamed, or defeated. He does not condemn and beat us down the way we sometimes do to ourselves. He comforts us, strengthens us, and helps us keep moving.

This may have started as a story about a dress, but it became a story about fear, failure, and refusing to remain defeated. If you have been criticizing yourself, doubting your purpose, or believing that one setback means your story is over, this episode is for you.

Your heart may feel weak. Your plans may not unfold perfectly. But you are still standing, you are not out for the count, and this is not the end of your story.

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This podcast reflects my own experiences and beliefs. It is not affiliated with my place of work, my church, or any other institution. All content is shared with the intention of inspiring hope, healing, and faith-based reflection.

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• National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (U.S.) – Dial 988
• RAINN (Sexual Assault Hotline) – 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) or www.rainn.org
• Crisis Text Line – Text HOME to 741741 (Free 24/7 support)
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I didn’t really have a quiet place to record, but I was able to get a few things said! I’m away enjoying some much-needed time with my sisters, but I didn’t want to leave you all hanging! So this is just a quick check-in from the road.

I share a little of what’s been on my heart lately, especially when it comes to faith, taking time to breathe, and remembering that there’s nothing wrong with giving yourself a much-needed break.

Nothing long or polished today, just me checking in, sharing my heart, and reminding you that I haven’t forgotten about you. ❤️

Until next time, remember: every cry has a story, and every story deserves hope and healing.

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What happens when the people you should have been able to trust become the source of your deepest wounds?

In this powerful and deeply personal episode of Cries of Redemption, I sit down with Jessie as she shares a story she has carried for decades. From childhood sexual abuse and rape to domestic violence, trauma, suicidal thoughts, and experiences she says were blocked from her memory for years, Jessie opens up about some of the darkest chapters of her life.

But this isn't simply a story about what happened to her.

It is a story about survival.

Jessie shares how she eventually began confronting the things she had buried, how God revealed parts of her past she didn't even remember, and how her relationship with Him began to change everything. She talks honestly about forgiveness—not because what happened to her was okay, but because she realized that holding onto the pain was allowing the people who hurt her to continue controlling her life.

And through it all, one message keeps coming back:

She is still here.

Jessie shares what it meant to learn how to live again, trust God again, forgive, and embrace the gift of life after everything she had endured.

Her story is raw. Her story is painful. Her story is honest.

But above all, her story is a testimony of God's faithfulness.

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And of course, you can find Cries of Redemption on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, and all major streaming platforms.

This podcast reflects my own experiences and beliefs. It is not affiliated with my place of work, my church, or any other institution. All content is shared with the intention of inspiring hope, healing, and faith-based reflection.

Mental Health & Crisis Resources to Include:

• National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (U.S.) – Dial 988
• RAINN (Sexual Assault Hotline) – 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) or www.rainn.org
• Crisis Text Line – Text HOME to 741741 (Free 24/7 support)
• The Trevor Project (LGBTQ+ Mental Health Support) – Call 1-866-488-7386 or text START to 678678
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In this episode of The Most Offensive Word Today: Sin, I take a deeper look at drugs, alcohol, addiction, and the choices we make when we're hurting. I share some of my own experiences, talk about what Scripture says about our bodies and our choices, and explain why this conversation isn't about judging people who struggle—it’s about recognizing that there is hope, healing, and freedom through Christ.

If you're struggling, please don't give up. Your story isn't over yet.

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And of course, you can find Cries of Redemption on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, and all major streaming platforms.

This podcast reflects my own experiences and beliefs. It is not affiliated with my place of work, my church, or any other institution. All content is shared with the intention of inspiring hope, healing, and faith-based reflection.

Mental Health & Crisis Resources to Include:

• National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (U.S.) – Dial 988
• RAINN (Sexual Assault Hotline) – 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) or www.rainn.org
• Crisis Text Line – Text HOME to 741741 (Free 24/7 support)
• The Trevor Project (LGBTQ+ Mental Health Support) – Call 1-866-488-7386 or text START to 678678
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In this episode of The Most Offensive Word Today: Sin, I take on the difficult and often deeply personal topic of same-sex marriage.

 I share a childhood experience of being falsely accused of “doing it” with my cousin, which resulted in us no longer being allowed to play together. I also talk about my own experiences with same-sex attraction, the way society can respond to homosexuality, and a time in my life when I genuinely believed I could never change, no matter how hard I tried. 
This episode isn't meant to be a shouting match or an invitation to immediately agree with me. I know this subject can bring up strong emotions, personal experiences, and even pain. My hope is that you will listen to what I actually say before deciding what you think about it.

Cries of Redemption is meant to be a place where difficult conversations can happen. You don't have to agree with me to listen. You don't have to share my faith to be welcome here.

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Social Media:
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And of course, you can find Cries of Redemption on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, and all major streaming platforms.

This podcast reflects my own experiences and beliefs. It is not affiliated with my place of work, my church, or any other institution. All content is shared with the intention of inspiring hope, healing, and faith-based reflection.

Mental Health & Crisis Resources to Include:

• National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (U.S.) – Dial 988
• RAINN (Sexual Assault Hotline) – 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) or www.rainn.org
• Crisis Text Line – Text HOME to 741741 (Free 24/7 support)
• The Trevor Project (LGBTQ+ Mental Health Support) – Call 1-866-488-7386 or text START to 678678
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The conversation continues as I revisit the men who argued they should be able to shoot someone simply because they feel threatened. Is feeling afraid enough to justify taking a life, or does God call us to examine something much deeper—the condition of our hearts?

In this episode, we explore the biblical truth, "As a man thinketh in his heart, so is he," and discuss the reality that evil is far more common—and often far more hidden—than we realize. Wanting to protect yourself or your family is not a sin, and I even share a personal story about the protective instincts I have when it comes to my daughter.

We also examine what the law actually says about using a firearm in self-defense, the standards police officers are expected to follow, and the circumstances where legal protections do and do not apply. Finally, I walk through several heartbreaking cases involving both law enforcement officers and private citizens who claimed self-defense after taking someone's life. Some resulted in guilty verdicts, others did not, and many continue to spark public debate.

Through it all, one truth remains: people can hide their motives from the world, but they can never hide them from God. This isn't just a conversation about guns or self-defense—it's a conversation about sin, justice, the human heart, and the God who sees what no one else can.

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And of course, you can find Cries of Redemption on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, and all major streaming platforms.

This podcast reflects my own experiences and beliefs. It is not affiliated with my place of work, my church, or any other institution. All content is shared with the intention of inspiring hope, healing, and faith-based reflection.

Mental Health & Crisis Resources to Include:

• National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (U.S.) – Dial 988
• RAINN (Sexual Assault Hotline) – 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) or www.rainn.org
• Crisis Text Line – Text HOME to 741741 (Free 24/7 support)
• The Trevor Project (LGBTQ+ Mental Health Support) – Call 1-866-488-7386 or text START to 678678
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In this episode, I continue the The Most Offensive Word Today: Sin series by discussing one of the most sensitive and controversial topics in our culture today: gender change.

I share my own childhood experiences and the thoughts that led me to desire a different gender growing up. At the same time, I recognize that not everyone who struggles with gender identity or experiences gender dysphoria has endured a traumatic or painful past. Every person's story is unique, and reducing complex struggles to simple explanations often does more harm than good.

I also discuss some of the common responses people experiencing gender dysphoria hear from Christian communities—responses that are often well-intended but can leave individuals feeling misunderstood, isolated, or unseen. Too often, we focus on behaviors and outcomes while neglecting the deeper wounds, questions, and struggles that may exist underneath.

If we truly want to help people, we have to be willing to go beyond surface-level answers and get to the root of the issue. This episode is an invitation to approach difficult conversations with both truth and compassion, remembering that every person is more than the struggle they face.

Join me as we explore these topics honestly, challenge assumptions, and seek to better understand the hearts of those who are hurting.

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You can contact me by:
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Social Media:
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And of course, you can find Cries of Redemption on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, and all major streaming platforms.

This podcast reflects my own experiences and beliefs. It is not affiliated with my place of work, my church, or any other institution. All content is shared with the intention of inspiring hope, healing, and faith-based reflection.

Mental Health & Crisis Resources to Include:

• National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (U.S.) – Dial 988
• RAINN (Sexual Assault Hotline) – 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) or www.rainn.org
• Crisis Text Line – Text HOME to 741741 (Free 24/7 support)
• The Trevor Project (LGBTQ+ Mental Health Support) – Call 1-866-488-7386 or text START to 678678
• Find a Therapist: www.psychologytoday.com

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One year ago today, on my birthday, Cries of Redemption began. A birthday I once never thought I would live to see.

In this deeply personal anniversary episode, I reflect on the struggles, victories, and spiritual battles that came with sharing the painful parts of my story over this past year. Speaking openly about trauma, shame, suicide, healing, and redemption has never been easy—but God has shown me how even the hardest moments can become weapons for victory and testimonies that help others survive their own battles.

I talk about how the world often sees struggles as failures, while I’ve learned to see them as opportunities for growth, strength, and purpose. I also share why simply being alive is worth celebrating, because for many people, waking up each day is a fight in itself.

Just yesterday, I was reminded again why this podcast matters: people need a safe place to speak up without guilt or shame silencing them. Someone else’s breakthrough may begin with another person’s courage to finally tell the truth.

If you are struggling, discouraged, or wondering whether your life matters, this episode is for you. Don’t give up. You are still here for a reason—and whether you realize it or not, you are winning.

🎧 Want to reach out? I’d love to hear from you.
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I want to hear your testimony, your questions, or anything you’ve been holding in.
This space is safe, and I’m listening. 💚
You can contact me by:
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Social Media:
📱 Twitter (X) @shoutredemption, and Instagram, Pinterest, Facebook, and YouTube — just search Cries of Redemption
And of course, you can find Cries of Redemption on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, and all major streaming platforms.

This podcast reflects my own experiences and beliefs. It is not affiliated with my place of work, my church, or any other institution. All content is shared with the intention of inspiring hope, healing, and faith-based reflection.

Mental Health & Crisis Resources to Include:

• National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (U.S.) – Dial 988
• RAINN (Sexual Assault Hotline) – 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) or www.rainn.org
• Crisis Text Line – Text HOME to 741741 (Free 24/7 support)
• The Trevor Project (LGBTQ+ Mental Health Support) – Call 1-866-488-7386 or text START to 678678
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"Life has been a bit of a whirlwind lately! In this raw and unedited update (recorded straight from my phone), I’m sharing why I’ve been away from the mic and what I’m currently juggling.

From navigating unexpected health challenges and new medications to custom-making my niece’s prom dress (for her 12th-grade prom, which is the only prom she is attending), it’s been a season of testing—but remember, delay is not denial. I’m also sharing a bit about the importance of work flexibility and a funny (but stressful) couch repair.

Thank you for your patience and your prayers while I get back on my feet. I can’t wait to get back to our regular episodes soon!"

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This space is safe, and I’m listening. 💚
You can contact me by:
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Social Media:
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And of course, you can find Cries of Redemption on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, and all major streaming platforms.

This podcast reflects my own experiences and beliefs. It is not affiliated with my place of work, my church, or any other institution. All content is shared with the intention of inspiring hope, healing, and faith-based reflection.

Mental Health & Crisis Resources to Include:

• National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (U.S.) – Dial 988
• RAINN (Sexual Assault Hotline) – 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) or www.rainn.org
• Crisis Text Line – Text HOME to 741741 (Free 24/7 support)
• The Trevor Project (LGBTQ+ Mental Health Support) – Call 1-866-488-7386 or text START to 678678
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The conversation around women’s rights is everywhere—but what does God say?

In this episode, we address the history of woman, abortion, how sin carries different consequences, and why all sin still separates us from God.  I again talk about why calling something sin can be so offensive to many people today. I also share part of my personal journey and how fear once shaped my decisions. No matter the sin, the truth remains: we all fall short—and Jesus still offers forgiveness.

This episode builds on the question from the previous episodes: Are you going in the right direction? & The Most Offensive Word Today: Sin. Because sometimes the most loving warning we can receive is the one we least want to hear.

🎧 Want to reach out? I’d love to hear from you.
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This space is safe, and I’m listening. 💚
You can contact me by:
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Social Media:
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And of course, you can find Cries of Redemption on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, and all major streaming platforms.

This podcast reflects my own experiences and beliefs. It is not affiliated with my place of work, my church, or any other institution. All content is shared with the intention of inspiring hope, healing, and faith-based reflection.
This podcast reflects my own experiences and beliefs. It is not affiliated with my place of work, my church, or any other institution. All content is shared with the intention of inspiring hope, healing, and faith-based reflection.


Mental Health & Crisis Resources to Include:

  •  National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (U.S.) – Dial 988
  •  RAINN (Sexual Assault Hotline) – 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) or www.rainn.org (https://www.rainn.org/)
  •  Crisis Text Line – Text HOME to 741741 (Free 24/7 support)
  •  The Trevor Project (LGBTQ+ Mental Health Support) – Call 1-866-488-7386 or text START to 678678
  •  Find a Therapist: www.psychologytoday.com (https://www.psychologytoday.com/)

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