Crybaby

Guys seriously FUUUUUUU THOSE KIDS. Big fat yap on why I don’t think I’ll ever have children and why that’s okay!

Kisses

hi guys

light hearted chat about hinge, my hinge icks, and dating apps today. bring back vintage dating!

peace

Hey guys

Quite an honest and open conversation from me regarding my recent and unexpected but also hardly surprised bipolar diagnosis.

I hope it’s educational and shows some of the hidden parts of living with bipolar disorder, maybe you learn something or maybe it helps people who know me understand some of my weird and whacky behaviours over the years.

Peace and love

Gem xx

I was a foul teenager, a spoilt, miserable BRAT. Not in the post Charli xcx era brat era way. I was the devil reincarnated, for many reasons, and thinking back now makes me so embarrassed I actually started crying in this.

Here’s me reflecting on making my parents life hell, why at 18-20 you are probably the worst version of yourself, and why it’s important to mull over the past versions of yourself in order to grow.

Peace

I’m so back and I’m so obsessed with psychopaths. Me talking about Jon Robson’s and The Psychopath Test, ASPD and what makes a psychopath, why they’re so damn interesting to me, and my experience dating those who definitely qualify for ASPD (plural). After listening to this you’ll be able to spot them.

Sorry still getting back into how to use my microphone after 6 months soz

Constantly asking myself WTAF is wrong with me atm so this a verbalisation of such

Hi guys,

two contradictory topics in one episode lol. Back on my sober curiosity buzz again as i've developed bit of a mental block to the idea of drinking. I hate it here.

and talking about the weird and wonderful world of aussie festivals.

bye x

Hi guys,

trying so hard to resurrect the pod lol (recorded this a month ago).

2024 was the full BPD crash out to locked in pipeline and this is me attempting to unpack that, and how staring into the abyss of a voluntary psychiatric hold led me to pull my finger out.

One door closes and a window opens.

BYE.

Gem xx

Hi guys,

Lo and behold after my fear of being happy episode I suffered with the inevitable crash and burn out, goodbye hypomania HELLO DEPRESSION.

The endless cycle makes life impossibly hard sometimes but a problem shared is a problem halved.

- Take your meds

- Drink your water

- Go to therapy

Love,

Gem xx

I AM SO SORRY FOR THE AUDIO QUALITY BUT I CANNOT LET GOOD CONTENT GO TO WASTE;

Hi friends, this episode I am talking about why i am so scared of being happy and stable and how i seem to be unable to accept a positive state of mind. Spoiler alert since this episode i have slipped in a depressive episode because i did not in fact prevent myself from the burn out i knew was coming. Oh the joys.

LOTS OF LOVE,

GH XXXX