I think I’m finding out the hard way that the world isn’t all it’s made out to be. That men lie and cheat and don’t seem to think twice about it. Perhaps I’m making excuses still for crumby behaviour. Perhaps he has his own deep seated issues and he’s stuck in his own bad habits. Whatever it is, I sense he is stuck in his own trance of bad decisions and sabotage. I’ve been there, maybe he’s not aware of the trap he’s stuck in subconsciously. Maybe he needs me to pull him out and save him..