**Please be aware that there is some colorful language in this episode**

Grief is so many things and everyones relation to it is different - In this episode, Nahje talks about her mother and what it's been like to live with a mother who does not feel like a parent to her.... Who "does not like her", Growing up, Nahje's vision of her mother was gleaming and infallible, but through experience and processing, she realized that their relationship was never what she thought it was.