Kevin was 46 when he lost his mom but still has yet to grieve her due to the fear of what that looks like. It's been 10 years without his mother and best friend earth side and while he's been avoidant of the inevitable, he knows it's coming. Ironically, he's spent a lot of time mourning other things and other peoples moms and trauma. By reading this, you may think that Kevin might be reserved in talking about his feelings but it's just the opposite. In this amazing epos titles, "Damn Mom, Why is Grief so Scary", he talks about the occasional urge to end his sobriety, how having a daughter has helped him through his sad moments, a really special gift his mom gave him years after she passed and more