It’s funny how the world sees a lioness in me

And I curl in the corner every night while purring quietly.

It’s confusing to find smiles on my walls and tear in my eyes

For I don’t know what made me fluctuate and shiver inside.

For I don’t know why I am awake tonight.

I can’t comprehend this emptiness,

This wish to be let lost but still a hope to hold on

It’s so tragic, so mesmerising still

That I dance on a rhythm of shattered thoughts

I wish I could scream

And I wish I could be mute all day long

Damn you! Damn you me!

I just close my eyes n wish for the dawn.