hey. I've been trying to download a real show but the gods of WiFi aren't having it today. just know I'm thinking about you on this holiday . that way neither of us is alone.

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Hey . So yeah it's been too long again. just want to let you all know that you are the show. Without you all I am literally talking to air.

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Hey. There will nearly always come a point in time where you have to evaluate if the reward is worth the effort. As Chris Reck says Is the juice worth the squeeze? In this case it's really not. I do not like being humiliated so it's Go Rogue Time. Find me on NewsBreak to read about the Rapid City Rush

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Hey. I know it's been a minute. Things are good, I'm well and there's only positive vibes coming from me at the moment. I'm so grateful for everything for real.

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Hey. it's been a weird few days here and doing a show didn't feel right. The 5 year anniversary of Christophers suicide was Sept 11th. And I still have to remember him publicly because he was all that and more. Some infinities are bigger than others .

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hey kind of a messy show but I just wanted to let you all know that I'm all right . Been busy writing and doing some shadow work with that which is always fun.

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Hey... still in a pretty excessive shut down mode since the Landon Steele incident(s). Triggering a trauma in someone else to feel powerful over someone else is sociopathic. you know? otherwise Did Not win a Darwin award while indoor camping. It's funny because I'm not dead

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Hey. so yeah if I wasn't living it I wouldn't believe it either. How celebrity veteran Steele is in RC is miraculous, but how he has tried to manipulate me after just being stalked in Flagstaff seems predictable. Would also go against all his medical shenanigans to create more trauma on a fellow vet. Honestly more worried about this drunk dude with a loaded guns. Fortunately I feel well trained for rodeo 193. Let's do this thing

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Hey, reality is this is a tough little spell of time. I'm super grateful that I went through worse before so I'm wise enough to know I don't have to do this again. Painful emotions and fear shouldn't be normalized parts of a relationship ever. it's time to just go back in hermit, write for Medium and wait for October when hockey starts

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hey yes it's been a true cluster today. Be careful what you ask for you might just get it .

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