Black Carrie Bradshaw with Samantha Tendencies is how I sometimes think of myself....Carrie Bradshaw for her romanticism and constant love for writing (which I resonate so much with). And Samantha for her sexual openness and power. She owned it. Every room. Every moment. But I am more than that. I am a mother, I have been homeless multiple times, I grew up poor, I am an artist, I am a writer, and I love to be in the kitchen doing it all. I am flawed. And I own it. But my flaws have made me into the woman that I am. And they are going to shape my future. Thanks for listening loves!💋

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S01E01: 'TIME SPENT WITHOUT DIRECTION IS FUCKING WASTED'

DATE AIRED: 

April 03, 2018

IN THIS EPISODE I TALK ABOUT: 

How do you explain what you want from a man without coming off too _____? It’s kinda crazy how we are guilt tripped into these situations when we aren’t ready. Or we are strung along by those we never expected. And what about unrequited love? I talk about all my experiences with that shit + more in 2018

HOW THIS CAN HELP YOU:

Imagine you have been friends with someone for years. And because of your own insecurities, you find yourself obsessing over something/someone you can't have. You begin to experience the reality and pain of un-requited love. You begin to feel ashamed and afraid to tell anyone. It's embarassing, because you have given up so much and nothing is progressing. So what happened next? I realized that there was so much time being spent on this person, and deep down the direction just wasn't the same. Stay tuned...

WHAT CAN YOU DO:

Repeat after me: 'I will move in a direction that my entire spirit can be comfortable in."

IG: @coveted.archives  | @esutrayoga

"Any time spent on any person, place or thing without direction is FUCKING WASTED." -EL'AUNDRA 

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