Day 33 of our 47-day journey with Jesus to the cross.

Author & Voice: Chase Akin

Judas feels the weight of his sin—but instead of running to Jesus, he tries to fix it with the very thing that led him there: money. His remorse is real, but it reveals a deeper misunderstanding of grace—he attempts to purchase what can only be received. This episode exposes how easily we try to use our idols to repair the damage they caused, reminding us that true repentance isn’t about proving ourselves, but trusting in the finished work of Christ.

Scripture

1. Matthew 27:3

Reflection Questions

1. Where are you trying to use your idol to fix what your idol has broken?
2. How might your approach to spiritual disciplines reveal you’re still trying to earn what Christ has already provided?

Kid-Friendly Question

1. If you broke something valuable, would bringing money to your parents fix the relationship, or would saying “I’m sorry” and accepting their forgiveness work better?

Spiritual Practice - Sabbath

Today, practice receiving rather than achieving your way back to God.

Write down one area where you’ve been trying to “pay God back” through religious performance. Ask yourself: “What idol am I using to try to earn what grace offers freely?”

Instead of making your Sabbath productive, make it receptive. Spend time simply enjoying God’s presence without trying to impress Him. Read Scripture for delight, not duty. Pray for connection, not performance.

Before bed, ask: “What did I receive from God today that I didn’t earn?” Thank Him specifically for grace that can’t be purchased.