Today i woke up earlier than normal because i was over it last night and went to bed at like 10pm (i never do that). I did my live stream on my main channel and was able to talk with some of my most active subscribers. After that i scriped a few videos and filmed them. I edited on before bed and have it uploading right now. I made sure to go to the gym and the skatepark today. I feel really annoyed by everyone and just want to be alone with my dog. weird feeling but i feel like the people in my life dont value me right so it feels best to be alone. I had to go to the the gym and calm myself down to get rid of the chest pain. Hopefully tomorrow is better.