Suddenly it's time for surgery. Suddenly my situation turned another way than planned and this rectum is going away. Welcome to an english eposiode of "Life with a stoma". Starting with an introduction and background of my journey. Then focusing on may way to a decision of what surgery to do, J-pouch or permanent stoma (also known as barbie butt). Thoughts about it just a few days before it time for surgery. Follow the process on instagram at @matildaahdrian.