I don’t care much for picking up and moving, but I need to be accepted and enough as I am. I never thought I’d be this alone and this far out of my mind, struggling even to communicate with minds like NORAD bunkers. I’m not trying to cheat anyone, I’m trying to live, honestly, with integrity. But paranoia and fear-based reactions tend to block any other choices but ones that reinforce the fear, justify the paranoia after the fact. Treat people like criminals, deny them rights and pathways to legally survive, and this drives people to have no available options to live that don’t involve some kind of crime.