“Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me.” ~ ‭‭Psalms‬ ‭51‬:‭10‬.

I know that the end of this episode sounds like I’m angry, but I promise, I’m not.😂

“Blessed is the one who does not walk in step with the wicked or stand in the way that sinners take or sit in the company of mockers, but whose delight is in the law of the Lord, and who meditates on his law day and night. That person is like a tree planted by streams of water, which yields its fruit in season and whose leaf does not wither— whatever they do prospers.” ~ Psalms‬ ‭1‬:‭1‬-‭3‬.

“So if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed.” ~ John 8:36.

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“No ill befalls the righteous, but the wicked are filled with trouble.” ~ Proverbs‬ ‭12‬:‭21‬ ‭

“Take delight in the Lord, and He will give you the desires of your heart.” ~ Psalms‬ ‭37‬:‭4‬ ‭

“So do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.” ~ Matthew‬ ‭6‬:‭31‬-‭34‬.

“Because Your love is better than life, my lips will glorify You. I will praise You as long as I live, and in Your name I will lift up my hands. I will be fully satisfied as with the richest of foods; with singing lips my mouth will praise You.” ~ Psalms‬ ‭63‬:‭3‬-‭5‬.

“Have mercy on me, Lord, for I am faint; heal me, Lord, for my bones are in agony.” ~ Psalms‬ ‭6‬:‭2‬.

“Our days may come to seventy years, or eighty, if our strength endures; yet the best of them are but trouble and sorrow, for they quickly pass, and we fly away… So teach us to number our days, that we may gain a heart of wisdom.”

~ ‭‭Psalms‬ ‭90‬:‭10‬, ‭12‬ ‭

I am going to try talking about this again when I feel a lot more lucid, and a lot less despair.

Apologies for the chaotic fulmination :).