Dear.YHWH

By Ashley Crystal

Dear.YHWH—formerly known as Asking Mary Jane—is a heartfelt, faith-driven podcast where we dive deep into life’s challenges and triumphs through the lens of Biblical truth. Each episode is like a pers... more

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Dear.YHWH episodes:

October 06, 2025 Living Holy in a Culture of Comfort
In this episode, I’m diving into what it truly means to live holy and righteous not from perfection, but from posture and surrender. I share how God took me through a refining season when I moved to Texas. Which was a time of pruning, isolation, and deep intimacy with Him. Holiness isn’t about rules; it’s about relationship. Righteousness isn’t about flawlessness; it’s about alignment.
Reflection: Am I living holy or just comfortable?
Scriptures: Romans 12:1–2, 1 Peter 1:15–16, 2 Corinthians 7:1, Matthew 5:6, and Psalm 139:23–24
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18min
May 13, 2025"Stop Coloring Tomorrow: Embrace God's Plan"
This episode came straight from a moment that checked me deep.
I was talking to my friend Bianca about going to Florida to see my mom for Mother’s Day, our first one without my dad. And I found myself spiraling… talking about how hard it was going to be, how I’d probably cry the whole time, how everything would feel so heavy.
And then she said it:
“Ashley, don’t color moments that haven’t happened yet.”
Whew. That hit different.
It made my spirit get quiet and immediately, I thought of Ecclesiastes 3.
In this episode, I’m walking through that scripture verse by verse, sharing how God reminded me not to live in fear of what might be, but to rest in the truth of what He’s already ordained. If you’ve ever overthought the future or emotionally braced for pain before a moment even arrived, this one is for you.
📖 Scriptures Mentioned:
Ecclesiastes 3:1–14
Psalm 46:10
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20min
February 26, 2025 Today Was A Good Day
Welcome to Season 4 of Dear.YWHW!! In this quick short episode, I reflect on the tension between joy and grief, sharing how a fulfilling day walking in my purpose also brought deep emotions of loss. I discuss how Jesus wept for Lazarus, reminding us that grief doesn’t mean a lack of faith. It simply means we’re human. Even in sorrow, God is working, just as Romans 8:28 assures us. My challenge: embrace the good days, feel them fully, and thank God for them even when they come with tears.
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13min
December 19, 2024 7 Lessons My Father’s Transition To Eternity Taught Me
In the 7th and final episode of Season 3, I reflect on the seven powerful lessons God taught me during my dad’s journey from this life into eternity. I share deeply personal moments and connect them to scripture, exploring themes like faith, transformation, forgiveness, and the ultimate victory of eternal life. This episode is a tribute to my dad’s legacy and a testimony of God’s faithfulness. My hope is to encourage anyone walking through grief to see God’s hand, even in the hardest seasons.
Scriptures Mentioned in the Episode:
1. Isaiah 55 – Trusting God’s ways and timing.
2. Genesis 22 – Abraham’s faith and obedience.
3. Ephesians 3 – God’s power to do more than we ask or imagine.
4. 2 Kings 20 – God’s response to prayer and healing.
5. Ezekiel 36 – God’s promise of a new heart and spirit.
6. Luke 15 – The Prodigal Son returning to the Father.
7. Proverbs 17 – The value of a parent’s presence.
8. Philippians 4 – Finding peace through prayer and thanksgiving.
9. Luke 10 – Authority over the enemy through faith.
10. Matthew 18 – The call to have childlike faith.
11. Philippians 1 – The gain in living for Christ and being with Him in death.
12. 1 Corinthians 15 – Victory over death through Christ.
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23min
October 03, 2024 Discovering Unconditional Love in Christ
In this episode, titled "Discovering Unconditional Love in Christ," we reflect on the transformative power of God's love, which fills the voids that human relationships and material achievements cannot.
This episode also offers practical steps to fully embrace God's love, highlighting the importance of prayer, reflection, and community in strengthening your faith journey. As we wrap up, we offer a heartfelt prayer, inviting you to let God's unconditional love guide and uplift you.
Be sure to subscribe, share, and visit our website for more resources to support your spiritual growth. Remember, while we love you, Jesus loves you more.
Scriptures Referenced in the Episode:
1. Romans 5:8
2. Jeremiah 31:3
3. 1 John 4:19
4. Matthew 11:28-30
5. Romans 8:38-39
6. 1 Corinthians 7:20-24
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22min
August 25, 2024 God Said Do It Now - Story Changed In The Middle Of A Chapter
Welcome to Dear.YHWH! I'm Ashley Crystal, and I’m excited to share how this podcast evolved from Asking Mary Jane to Dear.YHWH. After a month of prayer and fasting, God called me to a fresh new name and start a new story, right in the middle of the chapter. Something I know so much about.
In this episode, I’ll talk about the spiritual battles and revelations during my 25-day fast, how it deepened my faith, and the importance of trusting God’s work in our lives. Whether you’re a long-time listener or new, this episode is about embracing your identity in Christ.
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20min
June 29, 2024 Breaking Free: Confronting Sexual Sin in Christian Life
Welcome to another episode of "Asking Mary Jane" with your host Ashley Crystal. Today, we dive deep into a topic often overlooked in Christian circles: sexual sin. This episode isn't just about understanding what the Bible says about sexual immorality; it's about addressing the mental and emotional states that accompany these struggles, and how to find a way out. I will share my personal journey through celibacy, the temptations, and the emotional and spiritual battles that ensued. I will also talk about the importance of abstinence, repentance, and renouncing past covenants. This episode is a candid confession of my struggles, the role of community, and the power of prayer and fasting in overcoming sexual sin. Listeners will also learn about the spiritual implications of sexual sin, the dangers of pornography, and the Jezebel spirit's influence. I hope this message inspires and encourages you all to seek God's grace and support in their journey towards purity and honoring God with your bodies.
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32min
May 19, 2024Standing Firm in Your Walk with God
In this episode, we explore what it truly means to stand strong in our faith, even in the face of challenges and distractions. I'll be sharing personal stories, diving into timeless wisdom from the Bible, and offering practical insights to help us all deepen our connection with God. I also mention a few things that are occuring in todays society. Tune in. Also go grab my E-book "Walking with Christ: Embracing Faith for Holistic Well-being"

Scriptures mentioned:
Proverbs 18:5: "It is not good to be partial to the wicked and so deprive the innocent of justice."
Matthew 28:19-20: "Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age."

Romans 10:9: "If you declare with your mouth, 'Jesus is Lord,' and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved."

Romans 12:2: "Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will."

Galatians 3:26: "So in Christ Jesus you are all children of God through faith."

1 Corinthians 3:6-7: "I planted the seed, Apollos watered it, but God has been making it grow. So neither the one who plants nor the one who waters is anything, but only God, who makes things grow."

Joshua 1:9: "Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go."

2 Corinthians 5:17: "Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, the new creation has come: The old has gone, the new is here!"

Psalm 139:23-24: "Search me, God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. See if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting."

Matthew 22:37-38: "Jesus replied: 'Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind. This is the first and greatest commandment.'"

Psalm 139:14: "I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well."

Ephesians 5:8: "For you were once darkness, but now you are light in the Lord. Live as children of light."
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22min
April 24, 2024 Holiness in Everyday Life
This episode explores the struggle between enjoying worldly pleasures and living a life that honors God. Tune in for encouragement to examine your ways honestly and pursue a life of holiness and fulfillment.

Scriptures mentioned: Lamentations 3:40, Romans 12:2
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16min
February 25, 2024 He Won’t Fail: Circumstances VS The Promise
Today I share what God did ! Salvation and Healing for my Father. Seeing a prophetic vision coming to pass.

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21min

FAQs about Dear.YHWH:

How many episodes does Dear.YHWH have?

The podcast currently has 26 episodes available.