In this deeply introspective debut episode of This Side of Sanity, your anonymous host explores the emotional weight of death—not in a suicidal context, but through questions of awareness, fear, and acceptance in moments of dying. Drawing from personal struggles with schizoaffective disorder, bipolar type, and ADHD, they dive into childhood fears, recurring dreams, and unsettling thoughts inspired by true stories and media. It’s an honest, raw, and unfiltered look at how mental illness shapes our perception of mortality and the unknown.