I took a long time off but, I am back and ready to be consistent. 

As my testimony episode stated, It was very hard for me to get that out. I have been going through a period of feeling weak or realizing how insufficient I am. Which is good because I have all the more understanding that I am not the one who will be impacting others. I have gained understanding and Jesus checked me on my pride once again. 

Todays devotional is a perfect way for me to come back to this podcast. To declare that It his Him and not I who will inspire. 

I have excused spending time each day putting out an episode because I felt I lost my burning heart for a moment. I told myself since I am putting myself out and speaking to people, doing work in the "field" I don't have to spend time here. My decision to spend less time devoted to the Lord made each day more difficult so, even thought it may be more difficult to work on this podcast I will continue to make episodes because of the benefit to my soul. As my kids listen to this when they are older I want them to hear me push through the moments of despair and hear how I abide in Jesus.