After two days of binge eating and depression, I’m back on schedule.
Lots of things go right when I’m able to show up and execute; Discipline is a mandatory skill.
I share this with you because it is also important to be accountable, and I want you to be able to trust all of my posts as regular and authentic parts of my life.
My intentions are to reveal my rallies of thought and spread a coherent message from authentic experience. It is important to believe that things can change, to say that there is a way, and to believe that there is one.
Because you cannot manifest a future vision from a place of lack... 🌸
Both my sense of body, and sense of reality are grounded in a #psyche that feels emotions. So that means I need to ask — Am I playing on the bench, instead of on the field? Because it’s easy to get lost in narrative.
Are these thoughts (by their nature) illusions to illustrate the worthless and powerless perspective? Because it’s easy to play the victim.
Further, will I agree to continue this way, As another wounded creature without higher motives? Because it’s easy to get ugly and comfortable in this wonderful age.
It’s easy, It’s easy to fetter this form, and all forms, and to relinquish the restless craving to converse the chaos and breed results - both for my behavior and for the bright completion of being.
"Why push?" It says, "You will go forth to death anyway." 🌺
And I say, "Yes, that's right. But don't let me die unworthy, depressed and insecure in my life." I prefer to die as a simple man; authentic in his choice of words, satisfied with his bare situation, and penitent (perhaps) of only his own efforts....Not of nature. 🤔