I've been dealing with depression for 17 years. It conquered my life for so long because I was unaware of how it got there in the first place. When it would go away, I thought that all would be well until it slapped me in the head again. It would do this for 17 years until finally I was still enough to hear God tell me why I've been in this state of being. I welcomed it in. But how? How did U invite depression into my life? Here's how..