Yr glt gl aa ... suno fer ... yr actually na ..dekho pehla ta tuhanu tuhade mma di kasam aa ki eh gl aapa dona vich hi rhugi hmesha lyi ... yr actually na snnu kyi saare business losses hoye c past 5 years ch ...jiss kr k hjje tkk papa da koyi v km well settled nhi aa ...te upr di debt aa kaafi saara .... hun eda rehna yr aukha h na bhout zyada kyoki jo v kharcha h o ta owe hi hona hai ta kr k bhout financial crisis cho sddi family guzari hai jiss kr k papa bhout tensed rehnde aa te even ohna nu severe headache di prblm v rehndi aa ..te yr jdo apne brre ghar pta lgga ..uss to ik din baad mere hath papa di ik diary lggi ...jo ki by chance m padh li b ki aa eh ...te dekhya ta o papa di prsnl diary c ..jiss ch papa ne aapni feelings likhiya c ...ki kiwe ohna nu ki ki sehna paenda .... te ik gl dssa ...uss ch ik suicide note v c ... tusi imagine kr skde oo ki m nu kiwe feel ho reha hou o pdhde hoye ...pr end vich eh likhya c ki fer v j m suicide nhi kiti ta uss da kaaran sirf mere bche honge ... pta uss diary vich jo v gllaan c na m sbh padhiya te odo jdo o diary likhde honge papa ...odo mere te v shkk c papa nu ki mera koyi bf h ...iss lyi papa ne apni srri feelings likhiya c te eda likhya c ki ..ik tanishka te fer dots paaye c "...."eda !! Yr m nu yaad aa jdo tuhada bday c te m raat nu jaagi c na odo v papa purri raat ni c soye .... te yr mere dil ne m nu eh allow ni kita ki ik ta papa already enni critical condition ch ne te itto m fer to ohna nu roz roz jhooth bol k fer to apna relation continue kra...even m nu khud te gussa aa reha c b m eh ki kita !!!! Pr yr schi dssa ..m nu ni pta tuhadi ki mentality aa but m seriously dillo attached c tuhade nl....iss lyi mere lyi koyi v decision laenda bhout hi aukha c .... pr m end ch eh sochya ki nhi yr m fer to apne parents nl eda nhi kr skdi ... yr dekho papa da km set ni... mma nu double krna paenda te fer v mere kehn to pehla meri har zrurat di cheez mere agge hundi aa ...ewe vich m ohna dona lyi kuch krn di jagah betray kr rhi aa ohna nu ...it felt very shameful...seriously !!! M realtion nu haa krn to pehla v keha c ki mere parents priority aa meri. But fer v m eh decision lya ki tuhanu v na hurt hoye te m cheat v na kra mma papa nu ... bkki tusi keh rhe c ki j meri jagah hunde ta eh sb ni krde ...ta yr agr tusi meri jagah hunde na te seh laende eh sb meri tara ta v salute c tuhanu ...te agr meri jagah hunde te fer v relation owe hi continue krde fer mere lyi sharam di gl hundi ki kehoja munda apnaaya m jo parents nl v eda kr reha !!!..bkki yr chlo eh mera decision c ...j m na laendi fer m guilt nl hi fssi rehna c ...but eda kr k schi dssa m nu pchtawa nhi h .j tuhade nl 1 year reh k tuhanu ni kita cheat fer .. jinna nl m 15 years to reh rhi aa ohna nu cheat kiwe kra !!! But sdda hun tiles da showroom bn reha azitwal ... ki pta set aa j ..opening kuch din ch hi aa ... Bkki yr a bad daughter can't b a good wife...seriously !!bkki dekhlo ho skda hjje v m glt lgg rhi howa tuhanu ...but sorry i can't change my decision..sath dena ya nhi tuhade hath ch aa sukh