Since leaving the army in 2005, I had never really known who I was.

All I had was a moral compass yet didn't know where north was.

In the army where 'always doing the right thing even if it hurts' was par for the course.

The opposite of doing the right thing, your jaw became a legitimate target.

I thrived in this environment.

I loved it because I knew where I stood.

In civvi street I soon found that doing the right thing wasn't par for the course. In fact, doing what was right had a different meaning altogether.

The majority in this environment were doing what was right by the individual. NOT the greater good of people.

Sharing the secrets my new colleagues had learned on the job. No chance. Sink or swim.

I'd came from a place where your mucker would risk his life to save yours.

So not being a quitter, I went from one internet guru to the next buying sales upon sales books in search for answer on how to sell.

I'm not gonna lie. I struggled for months and months.

Yet as soon as I discovered the secret, I started doing the arse kicking but never lost sight of always doing the right thing despite what someone may have done to me in the past.

I struggled with a pure capitalist without consciousness mindset and left to another sales job.

Again, I found myself in another me me me my money sales environment and soon left to go to another sales role.

I now was doing well.

But wanted more.

A lot more and got the opportunity to earn a tax free OTE commission only income of £250,000+ per year working and living in Oman.

I was faking it until I made it. The flash suit. The sharp tie. But I never did make it and was fired a year later leaving the Middle East penniless.

I hated the head I was trapped inside. I felt guilty for not being what I was led to believe a proper salesman was or in fact a proper man.

Why couldn't I just fall in to line and over-value a house to win an instruction? Why couldn't I tell half-truth to sell a product?

Why couldn't I just do something I didn't agree with for the sake of my family?

If you're beating your head against a brick wall wondering what the hell truly makes you tick? If you feel like you're not understood in this world too.

You're not alone…

Which gets to my point.

Just a few weeks ago, I discovered what makes really makes me tick.

Why I've hopped from employer to employer and why I make seemingly unorthodox decisions.

and why I've walked away from lucrative business deals to my own and families financial detriment...

I am grateful for all of my experiences. I'm grateful for all the people I've met and worked with.

But if I'd known my numbers when I left the military my choices since would have been completely different.

Decisions would have been made not by my head but by my gut.

I guarantee once you know your numbers, with a bit of investigation you'll instantly know whether you're on your life's true path or not…

Which begs the question. Do you need to change your life's course?

Because if you know you do, but don't I guarantee it'll cost you your life...

Don't waste it...

Google 'Life Path Calculator' to find out your numbers now.

Have a great day people!

Love to all.

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