Also they don't want to lose their jobs or make you feel like a garbage because they have to tell you that you can't get any help right to your face. I wish my doctor had just told me that honestly three years ago. I would have already been paying for my own physio out of the little money that I have and I would have given up eating food on specific days so that I could walk. But because I wasn't told the truth because my doctors trying to cover it up because she knows that we're going to get hurt I know how to deal with a worse position. Nothing good happens when you guilt the people meant to care for you.