The lord is saying to you, "My Child, why are you anxious? Instead, pray for your concern. I know everything about you, even the very hairs of your head are all numbered.  I'm not mad at you, instead I'm madly in love for you. 

Your sins, your mistakes and failures are are forgiven. I will equip you and help you. 

Don't be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Philippines 4:6-7