Welcome to the Moone Lite lounge. This is Behind closed doors, the video/audio "podcast" channel hosted by me, Monica. I hope to share glimpses into my past, present, and even the future (hopes and dreams), but out of order.

In today's episode I dive into growing up gay, how I realized it was more than that, and building an emotional wall due to past events.

(00:00) Intro

(00:36) The beginning

(03:12) Coming out

(05:34) The token gay

(06:27) Building an emotional wall

(08:14) Crushing or just blushing

(10:46) I wish

(11:16) Intentions

(12:02) Why are we here

18:18-Take pride but don't hide

22:26 I wish you well

“We’re losing” "Just bleep it out”

“14 minutes of NOTHING?!”

"this is everything"

In this test episode, we experience the commentary of me at a basketball game while I was quite literally delusional. (Real first episode soon).