the most confusing part of the day is the most simple to understand, which is what makes it so hard. i thought or said out loud as i was walking, "i don't want to trigger feminists." then i stepped on a stick and when it snapped, a grouse flew out and away from her nest (they come back). i realized at that exact moment i "triggered a femme's nest" which leads me to believe, that our desires to avoid can lead us directly there, or that, i must get better at understanding my intuitive thought processes.