Just Dumbledore once said, " help will always be offered to those who asked for it" go and seek help don't wait around for your mental health to completely change you and make you lose what could have been some of the most precious moments in your life. Just like I lost my sweet sixteen birthday to crying in my room. Websites: talktoangel.com, join-real.com and if you search these you will get a lot more. It's your time live your life.