The reality of getting older is a scary one. Especially when you feel alone. For a larger part of my life, I have felt lonely (physically and emotionally). I didn't understand how to express myself. I didn't want to follow a mold, I didn't want to do what others wanted me too, so I embraced the lonely, until it got to be too much. When that happened, I started choosing my family and those that I surround myself with. Let's talk bullies, loneliness, growing up, and family.