Lack of Inner trust leads to limerence which is an infatuation feeling toward a love interest. In these cases we pick those that won't fulfill us and it could be that it's tied to early childhood damage done by as mild as adults not knowing , to heinous, Mal intending guardians. Join me as I do these too. I make you aware of them, where to find these type of resources and my input on them. Besos and blessings -much love, ms.righttime