I drank to feel alive — not happy, not free, just alive. In this episode, I share my truth about how alcohol became my escape, my identity, and almost my ending. From the first buzz to the accident that changed everything, this is a story of self-destruction, healing, and growth.

We talk about the cost of numbness, the illusion of control, and what it really means to face yourself. This isn’t about shame — it’s about honesty, forgiveness, and rebuilding your life one day at a time.

If you’ve ever used something to hide from pain or felt like you’re drowning just to feel alive, this one’s for you.