This episode delves deeply into the lived complexity of modern leadership, far beyond the surface-level cheerleading that most development programs still promote.

Based on the full arc of Chapter Two from the Leadership, Rewritten manuscript, this podcast brings Maya’s internal reckoning to life as she begins to dismantle the myths of self-help leadership, interrogate the contradictions of her role, and finally see the system she’s leading within for what it really is.

You’ll hear:

* Why the most popular models of leadership self-development quietly fall apart in complex systems

* What happens when idealised frameworks (authentic, transformational, servant) meet institutional reality

* How Maya begins to move from self-optimisation to situated adaptation, using ideas from Mintzberg, Goffman, and Morgan

* What it means to lead inside contradiction, without losing yourself

This podcast was generated using AI, utilising the full chapter as input, rather than just excerpts or summaries. While the voice is synthetic, the narrative and logic are faithful to the written material, and the emotional thread is held with care.

It’s part experiment, part provocation, part rehearsal for something better. And, like Maya, it’s still becoming.

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