We're told that if we just get the thing, the followers, the money, the recognition, we'll finally feel settled.

Nelson got all of it by 23 and found the opposite waiting for him. In this conversation, he's honest about the year he streamed to nobody, the success that felt like a trap, and what actually started to fill the gap.

Worth a listen if you've ever hit a goal and felt strangely flat on the other side.